Winter’s icy chill is still warmer than my heart.
A numbing cold that drives fear into men
Alas, it’s too late for me to feel anything.
Misleading with your smile, arousing passion with your embrace,
You thought you had me fooled.
“This one is just temporary” you said, thrusting into my being.
You are used to having your way,
A sly, handsome Casanova,
Stealing kisses, but destroying dreams along your path.
Karma always comes full circle to those who ruthlessly punish the hopeful.
You say you see me, but you don’t.
You think you know me, but that’s wishful thinking.
You have no idea who you led to your bed that night.
No clue that a demon has attached itself to your psyche.
You see my darling, I always get what I want
And what I want is you.
I want your eyes to look at me, like I’m an oasis in your desert.
I want your lips to caress me, like I’m nourishment to your soul.
Your arms should hold me tight, as if you’re clinging to your dying breath.
You should desire me…your one and only reason for existing.
For now, I let you have your way, treating me like a toy on a shelf.
Dusting me off when it suits you, checking in rarely to make sure I’m still there…for you.
Little do you know that all it takes is a word,
A summoning from me to them and then to you
And then, I’ll pull your strings as you dance to my tune.
Forever a pawn in my dark, lonely universe.
It’s a good thing I don’t feel, otherwise, for you, I’d feel sorry,
But you swapped your chance for freedom, when you decided you were King.
You see, in Athena’s world, I rule alone.
I’m Queen of my own empire and I say who joins my army of fallen lovers.
So keep glancing my way darling,
Your eyes will be stuck soon.
The gates are slowly opening and the devils will lead the way.
Come hither to my beck and call.
Gaze at my Kingdom which will never be yours,
But feel free to make yourself at home.
In the mausoleum of my wretched mind, your marbled sarcophagus is ready.
I’ll keep you company in the fires of my hell.
Death, is only the beginning.